SPM Coming.....There can be miracles

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know theres much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes
There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[mmmmmmmmmyeah]
Mmmyeah
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Yet now Im standing here
My hearts so full, I cant explain
Seeking faith and speakin words
I never thought Id say
There can be miracles
When you believe (when you believe)
Though hope is frail
Its hard to kill (mmm)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe
[hey]
[ooh]
They dont always happen when you ask
And its easy to give in to your fears
But when youre blinded by your pain
Cant see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near, oh [oh]
There can be miracles (miracles)
When you believe (boy, when you believe, yeah) [though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [its hard]
Its hard to kill (hard to kill, oh, yeah)
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (you can achieve, oh)
When you believe somehow you will (somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [when you]
(ohoh)
[you will when you]
(you will when you believe)
[oohoohooh]
[oh...oh]
[when you believe]
[when you believe]

I'm not really a post song lyrics person, but come on SPM is coming! we gotta believe!! yeah!!

Farewell farewell

So today i went to school, i thought, hey you know, some guys in my class are gonna share testi in chapel, so cool. Well i really didn't expect today....WOW.

first of all, the form 3's went to pangkor, i saw them in casual t-shirts and all and i asked where they were going, lo and behold they were going to the same hotel we're going. hahahahahaha, it's kinda funny, anyway i can ask them how the place is lah. And wai sern is going Japan today! no fair!! 2 weeks!!! well he promised to bring back coca cola label for me. I wanna see coca cola in japanese.

So on to the main point. Well chapel started kinda moody, everyone was all slow and we got scolded for being slow, so the music, there wasn't any lyrics, kinda hard to sing along. Plus i was in bad mood. Lack of sleep, lack of sleep. Then came the pastor's sharing and after that, we had the testi, miss siow surprised jas and i that we had to mc, so we continued our, what we think of teachers thing. Esther shared, that was nice, and victor and ken li shared too (ken gave 'word of wisdom' swt) Then came the teachers turn. Mr tan went first, then the rest of the techers followed. It was really cool, cause the teachers left us words of wisdom, like miss nicole said " fall 4 times, get up the fifth, fall the fifth time, get up the sixth time" you get it right? Some things kinda shocked me too,(i'll not qoute who in case they don't want to be qouted) like how teachers thought we were mature, and one teacher said uh we made class fun, and the form 4's had big steps to take to umm, be like us and they had to learn from us. That was like WOW for me.Because i thought well, we weren't that good and all. And another teacher said that the prefect board this year did a really good job, managed to do 99.5 % of the entrepenuers day thing, haha and about the discipline thing also, well just for me as the ex head prefect it's really comforting to know i did something right. Some teachers said they learned some things from us too, well we definately learned alot from them. And we all have to agree on one thing . Teachers and students in Sri Sempurna ARE Different. So it was a really cool sesion, in the end, we eneded with a worship song and we hugged and shook hands with the teachers.

Then after that,AOP class had their own heart to heart talk, we BK people joined in with them. Well i realized two things, one, is i really haven't spent much time with people other than my usual gang, and that saddens me. So i didn't have a chance to get to know them better . second thing is, if you ask me to express my feelings like face to face, i think i would do a lousy job. See i'm more words kind of person, and by this i mean written. Most of the time, i feel i encourage people by messages i send to them. Probably i'm just scared and all too. Well good thing they didn't ask me, hehe.

So i guess that summerizes all i have to say about today's farewell.

-Pandarific-

Nicole's surprise party

Haha we had a blast! and you know what SPM seemed like nothing, LOL. But then of course when we reached back, reality came rushing in again i guess....So anyway.I reached there about 6, and before that i was in megamall, my mom bought these lancome make up products so well i did the make up (free) but had no time to do the photoshoot. So sad i know. Well i reached there, was kinda forced to tie up baloons. But before that jas asked me to go up and get the stuff with her, it was hillarious because we had to bring down so many baloons, we had no hands to press the lift button, i tried to kick it but then i cramped my leg (ouch)then the pizza guy came, so we asked him to follow us down, the whole lift was filled with baloons and this guy so smart came in, went out didn't even help to hold the door open for us. sheesh. skip ski till nicole came, and all of us hid by the bushes. But wen we burst the pop thing, there was no sound...eh...later i read the box it said 'no fireworks'.I guess that's the reason.
Esther as usual took loads of pictures, we had pizza, bbq and fruits. But then the bbq took so long to start that in the end we hardly ate any of it. The some of them went swimming and they threw in yit han. wayne, ken li and glenn threw themselves in. i just sat and laughed. hahahaha. The cake was a multi cake cake. like many slices of cake made into a cake, get it? and she got a shirt from lynn, dress from jas and book from me. He gave her something, but didn't let us see..o well.
In the end, we went back, duh. i was so seriously tired, it was a chore to get the make up off, take a quick bath, clean my room/bed and then i only got to go to sleep.Well that's all i have to report. oh yeah, me and jas took a dusbin from somewhere in the condo to use for the party, hey it's their fault for not providing one.



Hello!

I decided to shift to blogspot, since my windows live space is giving me problems. Slow loading and everything you know, maybe you don't know cause seriously....nobody uses it. So here' my first post.....

I So don't feel like studying!!! yeah!! i mean i did long hours of studying yesterday (most probably the cause) guess i'm just exhausted, mentally i mean. My brain just doesn't want to. Plus anyway i had this whole dream which if i think of it i can turn into a tv series. No seriously, it was so detailed that it looked like something you watch on tv. The storyline however....well now i can't really remember. hahahaha. But it was like wow. My brain must have been working overtime thinking of the whole plot or my dream. So i'm trying to calm myself or to say my brain down with music and beautiful art. Yeah, the music is working fine, i'm learning alot throught the photography i'm studying. I need an accela cam. compact is just well too compact that you can't adjust, you can't really do all the adjustments you want and all that. (Photography talk here)
I'll try to go back to studying soon, maybe at 12 hehehehe. ahhh SPM is so coming soon. i dunno lah. dunno what to expect, maybe that's a good thing, cause when i don't expect stuff then something cool happens.

Just some pics taken in school...

Pinn Xhean, lynn, josephine, ira, me
jane, pn mag, me, lynn
Esther!!
jas and lynn